Today was a bit better.

I definitely miss Vancouver a little less today. The ache is still there, but at times I find myself unable to feel it anymore.

I've always tried to view my geographic separation from my cousins in an optimistic way. I tell myself that my time in Los Angeles is an opportunity to improve myself and thus enter Vancouver with a bang the next time I go there.

But it doesn't usually work.

It's currently 2:37 in the morning, and I'm tired and don't want to think about college. More and more of my "friends" are getting accepted, and it hurts and tightens my chest.

I hope that I can wake up tomorrow morning and have enough time to work on my math homework, make breakfast for my mom, and go to Coffee Bean as well. Of course, I can't drive (completely my fault at this point), so the latter will depend on whether my dad is willing to take me there.

I still need to go take a shower (mhm), so I guess I'll get off now.

-Aly